Sleep?

Where have you gone? It is 3:14am and I have still not found you!
I have not been able to catch any zzzzzzs lately. The second I lay down, I am either just watching Jason knowing how much I will miss him or thinking about what NY is going to be like...or both.
I am going to living on the UWS which I have been told has a real neighborhoody feel to it, which will be nice since I will be away from home. I just can't believe that today is Tuesday and tomorrow is Wednesday, my last day here before I leave for NYC. I'm amazed.

I heard a couple of songs today that I have been playing over and over because they are just beautiful.
"Leave me in New York" by HOPE and
"You are the best thing" by Ray LaMontagne (Jason's song)

Music is and has always been, such a huge part of my life. I take after my father in that, it feels like I need it like the air I breathe. My dad (James Lancaster) is a musician and has inspired me to chase my dreams. I can take that with me to NYC. My mom, she is fearless. She is the strongest, most wonderful woman I know and I take that with me to NYC. I'm so lucky to be around such amazing people. Jason, my husband, is my pulse. He is constant and motivating, he believes in me and supports me in everything I do, and has been amazing through this whole process.
So, with these comforting thoughts, I will try to put my mind and heart at rest.
Wish me luck ;)